Dust

I did devotion for the first time in a year. I don't know why, but as I sat at my desk, daydreaming, I felt compelled to open the little blue book that had been sitting on my desk amongst my other textbooks.

I got it as a gift from a friend at my baptism about 2 years ago, and since that day, it's been faithfully keeping its place, holding up my other textbooks, and getting dusty.

Today's thing was about how the Israelites didn't travel if their "God in a Cloud" didn't move. Pretty funny, if you think about it.

I don't know why I grabbed the book, but I guess deep down, I was hoping for SOMETHING to help me out... something to tell me that I'm okay.

That I'm acceptable.

So much for the BS about God talking to people through the Bible.

Hey God, thanks for telling me about a story about travelling when I'm struggling with Sex. Great help THAT was.