Monday, September 14, 2009

I woke up today at 12.

I don’t get today off. I should probably be in class right now, but last night took too much. I couldn’t get to sleep. I tried to stay away. Just for one night.

Just one night.

But as 4 rolled around, I was still tossing and turning. I felt like there was something missing, like a part of a ritual that I hadn’t completed yet.

So at 4:32 (I checked the clock by my bed next to my Bible. Both are dusty.), I got up, locked my door and turned on the computer.

This must be what drugs are like. Thank God I haven’t snorted or injected anything yet. But maybe those things are more acceptable and openly discussed nowadays.

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