Revelations

So... my endeavour to get laid, I think, has come to a standstill.

No, it's not that I don't want to. It's simply that there seems to be something... something on my mind.

I went to the Sex People (they're called UBCCDF... or UBCCCF... something like that) meeting again. This time, they were singing.

Poorly.

Nobody knew the lyrics to songs, the powerpoint wasn't changed quickly enough for people to catch the lyrics, nobody knew when to start or stop singing the song.

Musically (as I'm a musician), it was a disaster.

And yet, nobody was ashamed to sing. Despite there being multiple keys present in the song, not a single face showed shame. All I could see were a bunch of crazy, happy faces.

And I felt a little tingly too.

And for a moment, for just a second, I forgot about my own shame and guilt. I forgot about my goal of getting laid. I forgot about the Brunette.

And it was magnificent.

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They're going to have Singing again next week, but this time, outside SUB. I pray that passer-byers won't have fruits and vegetables to throw.

But I'm wondering... just wondering... how many people will feel "tingly" too?

Wuss

It's been a few days since I last updated my blog, but I've been thinking ever since Thursday.

So... on Thursday, I took a chance to visit the "Sex Guys." It turns out that they're a group of Chinese students who gather every week... Who the heck has the time to do that? Shouldn't they be studying, reading... just.. doing student stuff in general?

Anyways, I came in a bit late that day, and so walked right into the middle of an activity on defining marriage.

Really.

In the end, I don't think I ever heard them mention much about sex.

But then again, I wasn't really paying attention.

Instead, for some reason, up to today, at this moment, I feel weird about my pledge to get laid. I can't really put anything into words at this point, but there's something.... something on my mind.

A whole bunch of you out there are probably thinking, "Hehe, you're wussing out of becoming a man!"

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Wow... I gotta take up Baseball...

I just took a bit of time to de-stress myself from midterms and papers... too much for humans to handle.
Oh, how I long for the days before Profs could harass us through the internet with WebCT and Vista... too much for me to do. I just finished one thing, and another assignment gets posted up....

Anyhoo... so after my little de-stress activity, I decided to take a look at my blog again, and see what I've written so far.

Hmm... Not a lot.

Seems like I'm only making myself seem like a whiny pervert who can't go out and get some, so has to scream about it online. Seriously, if this blog weren't written by me, I'd tell the blogger to go and grow a set of balls.

But it's me.

So...

I've decided to try and do something about it.

I'm going to see if I can ask the Brunette out, and perhaps get a little action. 1st Base, 2nd Base, 3rd Base, Homerun... it's all good.

Time for me to become a MAN!

today

Just got home from a crazy orientation! Fun to finally be back on campus, seeing everything, seeing how much everyone's changed.

At the Carnival today, I saw a crazy guy dressed in pink. V-neck, pink shirt with the word "sex" on it. I didn't see what they were doing, but it seems like they were pretty intent on handing out little black cards.

Crazy bunch of sex-freaks.

I may look at porn, and jack-off every now and then, but who doesn't

Right?

I hope....

At least I haven't stooped to the level of peddling Sex at the Campus Carnival.

Sick freaks.